Every time I do a big grocery order on Instacart and its delivered.. I go outside to pick it up and bring it in to put away. This feeling comes over me and I almost always cry. This feeling of gratefulness, or gratitude, washes over me. Thankful I am able to work to afford these things. Sadness for people who can’t. Hopefulness that people who can’t, will somehow find a way. Guilt that I can and many others can’t. I can’t really explain why I feel this way. Food insecurity is a huge problem in the world, especially here in the United States. I spend a lot of time feeling grateful for having what I have.